December 2009
Cut Me Up Jenny - Taking Back Sunday
Match-makers...
Back to Reality, Back to Wrestling.
I was napping, and suddenly my mom wakes me up saying there is someone on the phone that wants to talk to me. I answer the phone and it was my wrestling coach. Long story short, I will be in the wrestling room tomorrow at 3:30 PM till 6:30 PM for the next few months monday-saturday. I apologize in advance to Paulina because since I won’t be home until 6:30 and I usually have anywhere from 30...
November 2009
I'm a losing a battle I'm not fighting.
A post a day makes that pain go away.
Does it? I don’t know, I’m just writing to write, to let my mind flow freely for the time I have so that I don’t bottle up my emotions and eventually just explode one day. I’m feeling kinda down today, I can’t quite figure out why. I think it’s because it’s a Monday. Maybe it’s because I am considered an introvert. Maybe it’s because I’m...
Do you consider me an introvert?
I feel as if many of you think so. I don’t mean to, I really don’t. I would like to just clear that up that I personally don’t intend to make myself an introvert. It just seems that whenever people ask me to hang out or do something I always turn them down because of prior obligations but it seems like a terrible fate that things always come up when people ask me to hang out. To...
No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of...
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yawn
I’m sleepy. I want to sleep. Stupid family hangouts. Can’t wait to sleep. Ughhhhhhhhhh, I want to sleep in my warm, comfy bed with the covers pulled up to my neck and just drift off into dreamworld. I have some weird dreams sometimes, but I don’t remember it most of the time because I just forget like most people do. But there are some dreams I do remember, and they are pretty...
I'm tired
I’m tired of being your friend. I so desperately want to stay your friend but i’m tired of trying to give the effort so that we can stay friends. I’m tired of trying to prevent us from drifting or becoming enemies. I’m tired of the bullshit I have to hear, the bullshit I have to see, and all the stuff you try to cover up so I don’t think differently of you. I’m...
Cold Hands | Pants Yell!
“Peace is not the absence of conflict, but the ability to cope with it. To fight...”
– Lawrence (taking points of Freud).
The most important thing I'm learning...
is to stay the fuck away from facebook. So today, I woke up and I’m like hey I wanna reactivate facebook so I can check on people and how the rest of the social world is doing outside of school. Bad. bad. bad. bad. horrid IDEA. So there I am re-activating facebook, and as I’m checking other people’s profiles to see how they are, I realized why I deactivated facebook in the first...
I want to tell you...
That it’s thanksgiving, and here I am at 11 PM at my computer, and am participating in Black Friday. So since the occasion calls for the giving of thanks, what better way to do so then in this blog post? Alright, here we go:
I’m thankful for my best friends Cameron and Evan, who I might not have known since kindergarten, but it sure as hell feels like it from how close we are. I feel...
My night with the prostitute from Marseille |...
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So busy. I so sorry.
I have soo much to do, yet I can’t even make time for you. How bad does that sound on my part? Absolutely terrible. And after I just previously wrote that post on how I am trying to make an effort. Ugh, this so called educational system is controlling my life and I need to rid myself of this hold it has on me. Good thing tomorrow is a half day, and then we can talk and do whatever into the...
No Smoke and mirrors
No silly imagery, no smoke, no mirrors, no veils, no hiding, no shadows.
It’s as simple as this:
I love you. And right now I can’t do my homework because I’m crazing over you. 12:41 AM and your still in mind, 12:42 AM, still there.
12:43 AM You + me
12:44 AM You + me
12:45 AM You + me
12:46 AM You + me
12:47 AM You + me
12:48 AM You + me
12:49 AM You + me
12:50 AM You +...
“Where id was, there ego shall be. And where the ego is, the superego shall...”
– Sigmund Freud
It's just one of those days
So I got the new Shwayze album, and my honest review of it is I’m disgusted by it. Ugh, Shwayze used to be such a good lax band and now this. This garbage. this shit. this bullshit. this disappointment. Fuck that shit.
I’m nipping on cheese nips, get it? hahaha. Yes a failed attempt at humor. Cheese nips are quite yummy, better than the damn cheese-its. I feel like writing again...
Hey let's play a game
it’s called reading this tumblr post. Yay! Aren’t you having a blast already? Bet your silly ass u are. So let’s get down to business.
The name of the game is Friendships. God damn, I love friendships. They are the fucking cheese to my macaroni of life. Because without friends, all you got is plain boring pasta, blech! But add that cheesy friendships (no not cheesy friendships...
I tried
doing this. doing that. planning out this. planning out that. my efforts have gone unaffected. what am i to do? I do not know. My strategic, planned out actions fail. my spurious, capricious actions fail. Even actions from the heart become awkward and ineffective. Like a mechanic on an airplane, I can try and fix things up in every place possible, try to make things look and feel good, make the...
This Is A Suitable Valedictory | The Scene...
“No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend,...”
– Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via ihavetoadmit)
ihavetoadmit:
How can you tell your boyfriend that you find it awkward that he has an ex- and you don’t? That it’s very awkward that you have no idea what you’re doing and he is? That it’s awkward that he’s your first everything and you’re his #2? That you somewhat feel awkward when he says sweet things to you cos you think did he ever say the same to her? That you think more about their...
So tired....
My eyes droop, my mind slowly starts to melt into a pulpy mush, and I start hallucinating. The words on my screen start to fade and twirl and become illegible to me. Then a faint noise is produced from somewhere, it starts getting louder until I am jolted awake by this loud noise. No, it is not my alarm clock but rather my phone ringing and vibrating on my table. The quick, rapid vibrating...
Is it too early to say it? Even if i want to? Is...
Lions | The Features
credits to oliveu. She has...
Beauty in the Breakdown | The Scene Aesthetic
